Frustration....I don't know I let everything get to me so much.  But I do.  I need something to do of my own more often so that I can get out my anger, frustration, and rut.  That is what it is...rut, rut, rut.  Some of it I love but some is drudgery.  Maybe just a walk around a block or two a week.  Read more often. Nothing big just some me time :)