Sunday, November 9, 2014


He likes school now.  It isn't my dream, he probably won't make lifelong friends at a military school, and I still feel like I'm
dragging him along my path.  I wish he could have his own school and that it could have been Waldorf, but Seaside really disappointed us.
I do love have having him at my school and seeing him during the day though.

Monday, September 1, 2014

Blessings please

Here we go again...first day of school  again.  God please hold his hand and heart.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

2 weeks of hell

The end of my dream and his nightmare... Luke will be changing schools this week,Seaside Community Charter School turned out to be a nightmare for him. A waldorf school is not made by beeswax crayons and wooden furniture. He needs to feels loved and secure and have a teacher worth imitating. He is imitating a stressed out, unsure behavior everyday. He used to love school and now he is acting out and hates it. He asked for new clothes where no one could see him for his new school today. :(   And no one there wants to do anything besides chastise him and blame him. And then there's the bruises and more bruises that no one notices or cares about because he was acting out. My baby will be loved, cared for, and noticed when injured at school.  Not at SEASIDE!

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Last summer of baby

In some ways I feel this is the last summer I will have my baby:(  Luke is growing so independent and smart everyday.  Starting kindergarten will be the next step in his development into kidhood! I know he will always be MY baby but I can really see his babiness slipping away this summer. Ahhh.

Tuesday, June 17, 2014



Monday, June 16, 2014

It's the Best Time of the Year

Summer is here. Luke still has school. So a little free time for me.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014


2 days kids...2 days post planning....Summer is almost here. I can't believe it.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

5 years old

Five years ago I was preparing for Luke's induction which turned into an emergency c-section.  April14th went from being the hardest day of my life to the best in a heartbeat.  And now it is the best day every year!

Sunday, March 23, 2014

This and that

Spring break is over:(  Now tomorrow I have a parent meeting and a  pre-observation meeting.  Then Tuesday observation day:(  Thursday is field trip day.  Whew.  What a week.  Oh and end of the nine weeks, it's get it done week!
Then nine weeks to go! Yes then summer.  Sweet summer before my baby goes to kindergarten.

Friday, February 7, 2014


It should be a magical time of playing in the garden right?  In some schools, classes it is.  But in most it is a glorified first grade.  I hope I make the right choice for Luke.  We have 2 choices right now.  A class in my school or Seaside Charter Academy.  A waldorf school that focuses on the inner child, outside, nature....testing last.  The only downside so far, is that we will have to pay for before and aftercare, fundraiser a, etc.   So it will not be the money saving year we were hoping for...but it may be worth it.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

18 days

Zoo Lights, Christmas lights, Santa visit, cookie baking, shopping, Christmas Day, zoo day, park day, art, art, art...that is our vacation in a nutshell.