Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Heading to the ENT tomorrow. It seems Luke's tubes may be blocked. After 20 days of antibiotics for a double ear infection, he was still complaining of a headache, earache, and was REALLY grumpy. We went to the ped today and she couldn't find anything wrong with him. Which would be good, if he didn't feel so bad. So she gave him an rx for cipro drops for his ears to see if they were blocked. We got home and I put the drops in and he literally screamed for one hour. The ENT said they would see him tomorrow. I hope that is what the problem is, because what else could it be??
Thursday, January 24, 2013
It is really depressing to go to work everyday to covered windows, locked doors, code red signs, and fear. Why do elementary schools have to be a place where people want to kill people? It makes me pray, hope, wish beyond all that Luke never has to go to public school and sad for the fact that I know he will have to. No child should have to practice hiding in the closet or in the bushes on the playground. What a horrible childhood memory...
Monday, January 21, 2013
3 month ortho visit was today. The doctor said Luke could stop wearing his splint and that the bone was pretty much healed. He also said that we have to monitor loss of blood flow and lack of growth for a year. He also he could break it again :( I am so scared that he will. Sometime in the next 3 months we will have the screw removed, they are calling this week to schedule.
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Frustration....I don't know I let everything get to me so much. But I do. I need something to do of my own more often so that I can get out my anger, frustration, and rut. That is what it is...rut, rut, rut. Some of it I love but some is drudgery. Maybe just a walk around a block or two a week. Read more often. Nothing big just some me time :)