Spring break

We made it.  9 days to rest, play, and read. Catch up on homework and cleaning. Unfortunately some added stress was brought home last night. Hopefully, with prayers all is resolved soon. It would awesome to actually enjoy this break :)

Reading

it finally isn't a battle. A BOB book every night. Help with some words, smooth sailing through others. He's on his way.  I have a reader!!!

Me

i seriously feel so alone sometimes.  Like I am in this for luke and I alone.  The stranger in the other room wears the shell of the man I married.

A New Year

A new year, same me.  I can hope and pray that this year I will finally make positive changes but I will have to actually do something to see the change.  More walks....more deep breaths...leave work earlier...read to Luke more...less screen time...eat better...

I have been trying different things lately with Luke and I think it is working:)

November

He likes school now.  It isn't my dream, he probably won't make lifelong friends at a military school, and I still feel like I'm
dragging him along my path.  I wish he could have his own school and that it could have been Waldorf, but Seaside really disappointed us.
I do love have having him at my school and seeing him during the day though.

Blessings please

Here we go again...first day of school  again.  God please hold his hand and heart.

2 weeks of hell

The end of my dream and his nightmare... Luke will be changing schools this week,Seaside Community Charter School turned out to be a nightmare for him. A waldorf school is not made by beeswax crayons and wooden furniture. He needs to feels loved and secure and have a teacher worth imitating. He is imitating a stressed out, unsure behavior everyday. He used to love school and now he is acting out and hates it. He asked for new clothes where no one could see him for his new school today. :(   And no one there wants to do anything besides chastise him and blame him. And then there's the bruises and more bruises that no one notices or cares about because he was acting out. My baby will be loved, cared for, and noticed when injured at school.  Not at SEASIDE!