I don't know how to help my boys with the loss of Nana Cooper. My husband is so sad and my little one is so angry.  I just don't know.

illness, aging, and missing daddy

Another week of Luke feeling yucky: stuffy nose, wheezy.  Not too bad so far, I hope that it doesn't get any worse.  I am trying my best to hold it at bay.

Aging or illness?  I pray, pray that Luann is dealing with illness that is curable and this is yet another hurdle for her to get over with prayers and love.  I don't know what Aaron will do if anything else happens.  He is becoming more and more crushed everyday.

With daddy gone taking care of nana in the hospital Luke really is missing his daddy :(  Me too.  It just doesn't feel right here without him.

30 shots in the head

Tomorrow is the day...30 botox shots in my head.  You know your headaches are bad when you will willingly have 30 shots in your own head.  I really hope this helps.  REALLY, hope this helps.  TG momma is going with me :)

headaches, cupcakes, and moonlit walks

Well two doctor visits and we still don't know why his head has been hurting and he has been so moody....We are going to focus on food and sleep and see if that helps.

We made chocolate cupcakes for Nana's birthday yesterday.  They were a hit, we even had them for breakfast today :)

After Nana's birthday party last night somebody needed to get some energy out ??? So we took a moonlit walk around the old neighborhood before heading home.  Nice way to end the evening with my boys!

ent

Heading to the ENT tomorrow.  It seems Luke's tubes may be blocked.  After 20 days of antibiotics for a double ear infection, he was still complaining of a headache, earache, and was REALLY grumpy.  We went to the ped today and she couldn't find anything wrong with him.  Which would be good, if he didn't feel so bad.  So she gave him an rx for cipro drops for his ears to see if they were blocked.  We got home and I put the drops in and he literally screamed for one hour.  The ENT said they would see him tomorrow.  I hope that is what the problem is, because what else could it be??

code red

It is really depressing to go to work everyday to covered windows, locked doors, code red signs, and fear.  Why do elementary schools have to be a place where people want to kill people?  It makes me pray, hope, wish beyond all that Luke never has to go to public school and sad for the fact that I know he will have to.  No child should have to practice hiding in the closet or in the bushes on the playground.  What a horrible childhood memory...

3 month ortho visit was today.  The doctor said Luke could stop wearing his splint and that the bone was pretty much healed.  He also said that we have to monitor loss of blood flow and lack of growth for a year.  He also he could break it again :(  I am so scared that he will.  Sometime in the next 3 months we will have the screw removed, they are calling this week to schedule.