I can't believe my baby is four. It seems like just yesterday I was struggling with labor and praying for a miracle. And then a few hours later he was born emergency c-section. My first realization as a mom that you don't always get what you pray for, but you get what you need. I didn't get my natural birth, but I got my healthy baby:). It has been the hardest four years of my life but the best. I love you Luke!