30 shots in the head

Tomorrow is the day...30 botox shots in my head.  You know your headaches are bad when you will willingly have 30 shots in your own head.  I really hope this helps.  REALLY, hope this helps.  TG momma is going with me :)

headaches, cupcakes, and moonlit walks

Well two doctor visits and we still don't know why his head has been hurting and he has been so moody....We are going to focus on food and sleep and see if that helps.

We made chocolate cupcakes for Nana's birthday yesterday.  They were a hit, we even had them for breakfast today :)

After Nana's birthday party last night somebody needed to get some energy out ??? So we took a moonlit walk around the old neighborhood before heading home.  Nice way to end the evening with my boys!

ent

Heading to the ENT tomorrow.  It seems Luke's tubes may be blocked.  After 20 days of antibiotics for a double ear infection, he was still complaining of a headache, earache, and was REALLY grumpy.  We went to the ped today and she couldn't find anything wrong with him.  Which would be good, if he didn't feel so bad.  So she gave him an rx for cipro drops for his ears to see if they were blocked.  We got home and I put the drops in and he literally screamed for one hour.  The ENT said they would see him tomorrow.  I hope that is what the problem is, because what else could it be??

code red

It is really depressing to go to work everyday to covered windows, locked doors, code red signs, and fear.  Why do elementary schools have to be a place where people want to kill people?  It makes me pray, hope, wish beyond all that Luke never has to go to public school and sad for the fact that I know he will have to.  No child should have to practice hiding in the closet or in the bushes on the playground.  What a horrible childhood memory...

3 month ortho visit was today.  The doctor said Luke could stop wearing his splint and that the bone was pretty much healed.  He also said that we have to monitor loss of blood flow and lack of growth for a year.  He also he could break it again :(  I am so scared that he will.  Sometime in the next 3 months we will have the screw removed, they are calling this week to schedule. 

Frustration....I don't know I let everything get to me so much.  But I do.  I need something to do of my own more often so that I can get out my anger, frustration, and rut.  That is what it is...rut, rut, rut.  Some of it I love but some is drudgery.  Maybe just a walk around a block or two a week.  Read more often. Nothing big just some me time :)

3 day weeks

3 day weeks are pretty awesome!  By the time you are tired and getting frustrated, tomorrow is Friday!  Next week is going to be a long week!